I'm waiting So long my heart is fading And I don't know where I'm going But I know that this ain't home I'm trying To move on through the "goodbye"-ing Keep myself from crying Like a fragile, drifting foam I'm yearning To break free from the lies that are hurting My chance to fly above here Into the sky up there I'm being More than you or I could see me And nothing will break these feelings Taking me away I'm waiting So long my heart is fading And I don't know where I'm going But I know that this ain't home I'm screaming "Let me out," I'm bleeding Just raise your weapon high As my heart pours out its life It's my goodbye lullaby I'm seeing Farther than my heart is beating And I know these thoughts are fleeting Yet I've never been so alive I'm feeling A face which Sun is heating Strange for sorrow of one leaving No one can ever tell you why I'm saying It won't pain me misbehaving Though it will 'cause I'm not staying As tears fall from your eyes I'm knowing That there's this pain that we're not showing Even though our faces glowing They hide the heart inside I'm waiting So long my heart is fading And I don't know where I'm going But I know that this ain't home I'm having Second thoughts unraveling It's too late 'cause I'm traveling Away from here somehow It's my goodbye lullaby now My life here, without you dear, will be really sad Free at last, I'll have a life I never had Above the clouds, beyond the stars, please dear don't be mad In the end, it's all ok, if only just a tad I waited Until my heart faded Now I know where I'm going And I'm going to make it home (I'm going to make it home)